My Family

You look at my beautiful green eyes what do you see the bottom of my soul containing truth and honesty.

There at the bottom of my heart I hold the deepest emotions for my family. My mom, dad, brother, and two special sister's I hardly ever see.

Jennifer and Tosha though they are far away they are close to my heart and visit in my dreams.

The three of us playing games dates for tea. I love them very very much for they are a big part of me.

Nights may come days may go just like the rain sleight and snow, but through it all I must say the love between us will always stay.

Desperation Of Finding

Wonder, I wonder why I hurt so much, I can't help it.
 I just hurt.
Can someone help me, please help me.
 My heart is aching.
I'm so broken, that I've lost my faith.
 I don't know if I can believe anymore so please can someone help me, I'm so lost .
Why do I feel so lost.
I want to have faith again but don't know how to get my faith back, so please help me.
 I've fallen so deep im unsure of who I am.
 I'm so broken.
 Will this pain ever go away.
If it does will it come back again.
Can someone tell me, please tell me.
I don't understand all this pain I feel inside my broken heart.
 My heart is crying because it ache's.
 I can't say what I feel allowed, because it hurts so much.
 So much pain bottled up inside that I cry so much alone I don't want anyone to see me cry because I don't want anyone to know I'm hurting so deep inside, so can someone please tell me how I can stop all this heart ache I feel so deep inside my soul.
Sometimes I hurt so much that I wish I couldn't feel anymore.
I'm so broken.
I'm so lost.
Can someone please help me, please help me break these unbreakable chains, around my heart, because it hurts so much to breath.
If these chains are broken maybe I can believe again once more.

Pics

My favorite pic I've taken with my Nikon P500. Was at beach this last year, and had food in my hands and managed to snap this photo.

Life Changing Moments

In a single moment your life can change by either meeting someone or by an experience you've had.
In a moment your life can change by a single solitary mistake you've made or by a miracle that's happened to you.
In a moment your life can change by something terrible that's happened in your life or by something completely amazing.
There's always that one moment in your life that can change you or someone around you.
Have you found that special moment yet?
I hope that you've found it, that moment in your life that's made everything a life changing experience.
Because I have.

Holding On With A Broken Heart

Holding on with a broken heart.
Tragedy striking every which way and your days feeling longer every moment.
Hoping your scar's won't last forever.
Needing strength and peace not knowing where to turn.
Feeling like you can't do anything.
Looking for a way to fix my broken heart.
Anyway will do.
I need to believe that it will happen someday soon.
So just believe.